#7

i'ts starting to pull me under, i can feel it beneath my feet. the last few months have passed so slowly and it's been so long since i've seen your smile. i'm too afraid to ask what's wrong, so i sit and stare frustrated digging my nails into my palms. i never wanted you to see me like that. bloodshot eyes, bleeding fists, speechless love, a new year's wish. i never wanted you to see me reenact those days i threw away.